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Sunday, 14 August 2011

HIATUS

Will be at a private space till I find something worthy to post here.

Till then, xx

Thursday, 16 June 2011

Sunday, 12 June 2011

First day of work tmr and feeling a little uneasy. I don't know what to expect and kinda dislike being in a new environment. Hopefully I'll have colleagues who will ask me out for lunch, if not, I'm going to sign up for yoga lessons and disappear every lunch HAHA. Plus I don't have my dearest Blackberry to accompany through work. I'm a sad & deprived girl without it! No social apps, bbm/twitter etc. Feel so withdrawn from the world when its hardly a week. Praying hard everyday that the shipment of the screen arrives asap!

Was about to upload the pictures from Hong Kong on Xanga but feeling a tad lazy. Deciding if I should sleep now (time check: 12:35) because I got to be up by 07:30 but I kinda just had a 5hours nap.. PLUS I'm so stressed for work when I haven't officially started work... I GOT 0 FORMAL WEAR :( Okay maybe a few sets but I'm not going to last 1 week at this rate. Can't possibly wear the few sets, it'll be like a UNIFORM already fmfl. But.... The contradicting part is that the girls at my company, dress like as though they're clubbing.

Hehe my camera shy brother.

Oh did I mention I went Wavehouse and fcking could stand on the board ^^ Plus we started out on the Flow Barrel since there weren't any slots for the Flow Rider. Heheh :> Had such an awesome Wed last week, catching fishes, drinking, swimming with @minimwee hehe :>

Okay will make an attempt to blog once more this week with the Hong Kong pictures <3

I guess only my girlfriends will understand how awesome poesum this small packet of noodles is!!!!!! Its like h e a v e n l y. & I still can distinctively remember the taste..

Goodnight everyone xx

Sunday, 22 May 2011

Back from Hong Kong with my girls <3

Never could this be a more timely trip, to put everything down for the entire four days and just shop&eat&shop&eat

my days away. Browsed through the miserable amount of photos that I've snapped throughout the trip, made me smiled to myself. This time last year, we were in Korea

and this year - Hong Kong. Its like a graduation trip for us :)

The biggest obstacles in our lives are the barriers our mind creates.

 It's so tiring to stop yourself from thinking just so you can sleep, sleep to run away from everything before you get haunted again in your dreams. If

only there is a switch to stop the flow.

Saturday, 07 May 2011

Currently battling the sleep monster, waiting for the caffeine to take effect before I absorb some Sociology. Been surviving on rather little sleep these few days, but i still got to go strong for the last two papers. So disappointed with myself for my Maths & Statistics paper. I know I could have done better, I really should learn to overcome exam anxiety. Its like when I enter the exam hall, even the simplest of the simplest I cant get it. WHY OH WHY. So damn annoyed with myself.

Fast & furious but few months worth of studying is going to be over soon. Its like for that 2 or 3 hours in the exam hall, then I'll never need to touch that subject anymore (that is of course if I dont fail). Days of dreaming about my post exam activities is going to be over, its about time to make them materialize.

Back.to.studying.sociology.

xx